Wednesday, April 16, 2008

- Confused -

I'm really confused..
Where's my confidence, encourage and faith gone?
What happened to me already and i'm really doubt with myself...
I never have this feeling before or i'm too weak facing problems nowadays?

Where my confidence gone when i'm doubt?

Where my encourage gone when i wanna know bout myself?

Where my faith gone when i wanna to believe in myself?


And i wanna get it back right now...
God please give me direction and sign~~


Cigar is your bestfriend because they will accompany you at every moment and any feeling that you having now~



P/S: Dont misunderstood, i'm not advising you to smoke and plz don't give it a try!!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

- So Tired -



It’s such a long time I didn’t update my bloggie since last year December.
I really wish the time could stop and let me have a rest. It’s not physical tired but it’s mentally tired. Sorry for those who are waiting for me to update my blog.

Frankly, I’m farking tired since I went back from Chinese New Year holiday.. All the tests, assignment, lab reports and presentation came along together. It’s non stop until last week Wednesday, 10th April and my final exam will start after 1 week. After 14 weeks of sem1, I still blur with those subjects in my degree. Can I survive in these 4 years?

I already know that Degree in Mechanical Engineering is not an easy course to study but after I started this course, I found out that it is very tough and yet full of stress at the same time. I cant handle it very well and did quite bad in my test and presentation.

Some more, I really pissed off with some of the UTAR’s lecturer. Those lecturers are coming for lecturing and waiting for taking their salary in the end of the month.
They not really giving their effort in teaching and some really made me farking fed up with those subjects


UTAR's lecturer styles:


First:
Teaching maths by using slide without giving an appropriate explanation and the whiteboard is totally clean. Is it UTAR didn’t provide a marker pen to you? If teaching using slide better just give us the lecture note and study at home. I know we should work hard but you didn’t make us understand bout it and how can we work it out? We don’t even understand.
You Idiot!!!


Second:
I damn hate the lecture who lectures by those PROFESSORS. Now I understand how they getting their Phd.(Permanent Head Damage). Those professors got brain and don’t blame them why they don’t know how to teach their student. For Thermodynamic class, the lecturer so called PROFESSOR always gave the same answer when we asked for explanation. His famous and repeat and repeat phrases : don’t worry it’s open book test can refer it during test. Dammit who don’t know can refer books or notes but we don’t even understand at all and how to do it. Some more he can finish taught 13 chapters just in 7 weeks.
You smart ARSE!!!


Third:
This is also one of the Permanent Head Damage. A lecturer so called DR. and he
is the lecturer for Principle of Electrical Engineering. This fat ARSE’s teaching way is still in 80’s or 90’s and he like writing the damn whole notes on the whiteboard and after that he don’t explain it. He expected we will know after we copy your lecture note without explaining it? UTAR provided you OHP and Computer but you this smart arse don’t use it. In this 14 weeks only gave us 4 tutorial classes. 3 tutorial classes already used for quiz and test and left 1 tutorial class for us to do tutorial question. This is the funniest thing, in this tutorial class he only managed to solve 1 question in 1 hour and gave us a wrong answer.
You totally a smart ARSE!!!

This is the so called doctor in cartoon which i drew during his class and he look exactly like this.

UTAR provided 3rd class facilities, 1st class student, 3rd class lecturers, 1st class result. Final coming soon… I will update more after final and I writing this blog just for release my unsatisfied feeling in this 14 weeks. I'm so tired~~ sigh!